I don't want to write this post. With all my heart and everything I am I do not want to be writing this post. But - reality will not change just because I don't tell people. Dakota has called an end to our 15 year relationship. With two little words, it all came crashing down: "It's over."
And so it is.
I just texted you. Darn it all - I was hoping for the opposite outcome. I'm sorry.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry Casey. I wish I knew what more I could say. You and the kids are definitely in my thoughts and prayers.
ReplyDeleteSo, so sorry. I had hoped that she would realize what she would be losing and the lives she would be shattering. But being selfish is easier then not.
ReplyDeleteHugs...11/30/09 was a bad day :(
ReplyDeleteWow, I am completely surprised! I'm just a blog reader, not a friend, and I can tell by the comments those close to you knew something was up. But from your blog, I never would have known something so huge was up. I am so very sorry to read this.
ReplyDeleteSo very sorry Casey! Will be thinking of you and the kids.
ReplyDeleteHuge hugs,
Jennifer
Casey...I am so very sorry to hear that.
ReplyDeleteoh crud. again, I'm just a blog reader, but I had no idea, and I'm so sorry. I hope that the blog community is some support to you now.
ReplyDeleteIm here for you Casey, please know that. For anything! Jeri
ReplyDeleteCasey - I don't know what to say. I am so very sorry. I wish there was something I could do to help you.
ReplyDeleteI am sending long distance hugs. We're thinking of you and the kids.
Holly
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Casey,
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry to hear, and I feel for you, Kelton and Kaylen, what a terrible thing to happen after all those years of support and love.
I want you to know that you will survive this, and that you will find a way to stand tall each and every day and make them as bright as possible for the kids. I also know that your family and friends (even those who have never had the pleasure of meeting you face to face) will be there to support you. And if the day comes where you just cannot muster the strength to get up and face the world again, know that we will all be here, cheering you on, dragging you to your feet and holding you up, because you and the kids deserve the very best.
Oh Casey, I am so sorry about this news. I am just heart broken for you both. You have 15 years of memories and two beautiful kids. May those things carry you and may the pain be easy. I pray that you work this out with love in your heart.
ReplyDeleteHeidi
Oh my gosh Casey, I am...shocked. Utterly shocked. I am so so sorry! I'm keeping you in my prayers.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry Casey. Please let me know if there is anything I can do for you.
ReplyDeleteI don't know who "tribe mama" is, but she is right. You WILL make it through this with your family and your friends dragging you up, if that is required. It is possible, even though you can't see it. And there will be a very bright future for you and the kids. Sometimes you just have to trust.....
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Oh my God, Casey. I am blown away by this. So, so sorry.
ReplyDeleteOMG! I'm so sorry Casey. You are in my thoughts. Huge hugs!
ReplyDeleteI'm a long time Aussie lurker,and I have loved reading your blog for a few years now...I know that you adore your children and they will be your strengh.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you.
Lisa
Casey,
ReplyDeleteI'm not a blogger just someone who has been reading your for a couple of years. I am so sorry, the timing is pretty crappy. I agree with the other people that said your children will be of great comfort to you. I wish you strength, take each moment as it comes. I'm really sorry.
Casey,
ReplyDeleteWhether you believe it right now or not, I KNOW that better things and sunnier days are in your future. In the meantime, lean on everyone in your life who loves you and wants the best for you - and there are so many of us - and just take it one day at a time.
Casey, I am so sorry to hear this.
ReplyDeleteOMG I'm soooo sorry to hear that. :(
ReplyDeleteWhat? How can it be? I knew things were rough for a while, but thought things were looking up. I am sorry for both of you. I really, really am. Having been on the receiving end of those words before, I know how crushing it is. I am really sorry and although we haven't been close the past few years, I am here for you if you need me.
ReplyDeleteWendy
why???? now????? so not fair...u hold your head up high..and know that there's someone out there who is deserving of you....you will most certainly be in my thoughts..so very sorry!!
ReplyDeleteso shocked to read this! didn't see it coming. so very, very sorry.
ReplyDeleteWhy are people such A holes? I will never understand the reasoning someone could possibly have for abandoning their family. I'm as lost as you are. Lisa
ReplyDeleteI was sooo sorry and surprised to read this news. Hugs and prayers for all of you.
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